Since I'm an addict it's almost like I can't have my own time my own space or even my own reactions. I feel so trapped! I just really want to act out. I'm sick of some cold, it's a rough one that's all I know about it, and because I'll play Freecell instead of getting on to my work RIGHT AWAY it means anyone can step into my room and just talk to me as if I'm about to have an intelligible conversation with them, even though I never said I'd talk to them, whoever them is.
I just want to break my 12 days of soberness I don't care for everyone telling me how to act, or to change things I can't change, I can't buy more food for example, if I have no money.
sanh
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